I guess I don't really know where to start. My grandma passed away a couple weeks ago. I don't really know exactly what happened, but it was unexpected. In some ways I think I'm lucky to be so far from home right now. I don't really have to deal with the sadness of her not being there anymore. However, I think it will really hit me hard when I have to go home and she's not there anymore. I had a different kind of relationship with my grandma than I think most people do. She was always there for me whether I asked for it or not and would drop what she was doing to help me or take me somewhere. I thought I would have at least another ten years with her. I thought she would be there when I graduated high school and college. I thought maybe she would meet the person I'm going to marry and maybe even make it to my wedding. I guess that's what sucks about being the youngest in the family, you get the least amount of time with everyone. But, I'm glad I have so many memories to remember her by and I'm lucky to have spent so much time with her. My grandma was strong, independent women and a great role model. And I will forever love and miss her.
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